My life is over!

So to start off my second blog of the day ( Kelsey and Boyda you are not freaks...I think I check this thing more than my email! Wasn't it a good idea?) I would just like to say that I hate, absolutly loathe, despise and abominate my christmas play. None of you should come. Not even you britt....I'm not joking. It'll be a waste of your money. I don't care that i have spent my sweat, tears and blood on this thing it is not worth you guys spending $10 to come and see something that is so pitifully written. Don't come...I absolutly forbid you. It's cheesy, absolutly horribly written...I think my brother could write better plays....and they are just horrible. We aren't ready in the slightest...I don't know why Karla schedualed us for four performances....one would have been bad enough! But to have to make a fool of ourselves 4 times over is more than i can bear. If you absolutly must come, come on like Saturday night...because by that time we'll have had three other times ( of looking stupid) to actually get any good. But don't come either way. I'll never be able to look you in the eyeballs again! My life is over! GRRRRR! What on earth makes people think they can write? I don't get it....some people have an smidgen of talent in their blood....these playwrites had none. NONE!I SWEAR TO YOU! I get that they want to get a Christain Message across, but do they have to do with bad grammer, cheesy lines, and wacked out stage directions? Will some one please explain this to me? As a Christian I am absolutly ashamed! They could get the same message across, but in a way that would engage people and not put them to sleep! I am so exasperated....I could just spit!!!!!!!!!!!!!! God what on earth are you trying to teach me through this? I could have taken dance, and been perfectly fine, but no, you had to put me here. In a class with bad attitudes, bad acting, and bad scripts.