I think I'm finally moving... but I need a place to live if anyone can help with that....
Hey guys and girls. Just in case you're wondering what I'm up to since I dropped off the planet after I came home. I've spent two fairly horrible months at home with many sleepless nights and tears and bearly leaving my room. I've also been reading up on depression and grief, both things that I'm dealing with. Depression cuz I'm deep in it and grief because for the last month or so I've been taking care of my dad who's "not my dad" thanks to the strokes, and now he's even more irritable cuz he's coming off his anti-depressants (it's a side-effect). Dealing with Dad is sometimes like never being able to properly grieve for a "dead" family member cuz thier body is constantly with you, it's just thier mind that's no longer there.
So anyways, that's just the beginning, after seeing the NYC option to it's finish (I had a job but no visa and I didn't have $5 thou. to spend to get it) I began looking around here, and there has seriously not been ANYTHING for the past month and a half here. I've concidered Winnipeg but in the back of my minds I've just wanted to come back and I'd rather take the same schooling out there where I actually enjoy getting out of the house and spending time outdoors (Which is a hard thing for depressed people to do).
So... I'm going to pack my bags and come on out (to the island) after christmas which brings me to the title of my post. I've got a job kind of working out (nothing certain but there is a pool opening and I'm qualified and talking with the supervisor) but I don't have a place to live... I have a back up plan (I think) but... if you know anyone who's looking for a roomie (girls or mixed, I'm good with either) I'm open to whatever (almost! :).
I can't in any way promise that this will be my last move, or the lastnot so uplifting email I may post. but I know things need to change and my mom agrees that this isn't helping and niether of us like the me that lives her and gets stuck in the depressed rut.
So anyways, that's just the beginning, after seeing the NYC option to it's finish (I had a job but no visa and I didn't have $5 thou. to spend to get it) I began looking around here, and there has seriously not been ANYTHING for the past month and a half here. I've concidered Winnipeg but in the back of my minds I've just wanted to come back and I'd rather take the same schooling out there where I actually enjoy getting out of the house and spending time outdoors (Which is a hard thing for depressed people to do).
So... I'm going to pack my bags and come on out (to the island) after christmas which brings me to the title of my post. I've got a job kind of working out (nothing certain but there is a pool opening and I'm qualified and talking with the supervisor) but I don't have a place to live... I have a back up plan (I think) but... if you know anyone who's looking for a roomie (girls or mixed, I'm good with either) I'm open to whatever (almost! :).
I can't in any way promise that this will be my last move, or the lastnot so uplifting email I may post. but I know things need to change and my mom agrees that this isn't helping and niether of us like the me that lives her and gets stuck in the depressed rut.
posted by Purfumed Fairy at Thursday, December 07, 2006
5 Comments:
Sorry Amber...I'm a little confused...where are you moving to? If you are coming out here, I'll get on the search right away, like I said. That would be so cool! Just let me know, ok? And thanks again for being so open with us. I love you!!
Yah! I concer, where you going, the island/mainland?
Moving? To Hawaii?!?! :O
umm... ya, I guess I neglected that in my late night rambles! oops! I'm looking at Victoria. it's still somewhat a familiar place to me so not a huge shock to the system. and Julie if I feel up to it next year (sept.)I'm even looking at Graphic Design at Comosin (sp?) So yes, the island and I'd love you to start looking Julie. and no Jordan, Hawaii's about 20 years down on my always altering life plan :)
Love ya!
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hey amber I will keep an eye out for places :) hang in there girly I miss you
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